Time for some new life changes. With the semester over, I feel like a new set of goals are necessary. My problem is that I just don't know exactly what it is I want. Confidence is a good place to start. I am a Leo, damn it. Time to stop feeling so timid and awkward. Goal One: Be Assertive.
Another problem I've been having is my weight. I just don't feel comfortable and sexy these days. I sorta just feel fat all the time. The denials have come to an end. Its not bloating; I just eat way too much. This very moment its 2 am, and I am craving a hotdog and fried coconut with chilli sauce. Huge problem. Time to be assertive and use some much needed willpower. I need to use the same willpower to make myself exercise. Walking, biking, swimming or whatever it takes. Goal Two: Comeback of the high school body.
Chaos also seems to have taken a strong hold on my life. I am in desperate need of more organization and direction. I also feel the need to take more responsibility for myself. By the end of the summer I will be two decades old; its time to grow up. I want to be able to do things for myself. No more relying on others. Goal Three: Organization and Control.
Emotional baggage has been in my life for too long. I need to get rid of it. Time to leave it all by the roadside for the trash collection. I need to be comfortable with myself and my past relationship so that I can just relax and open up. I want to be someone's someone special and do that I need to be comfortable with them and me. Goal Four: Find a relaxed me.
I want to be happier in my life as well. I want to focus more on the positives and less on the negative things I feel. Time to stop being so anxious and broody. Goal Five: Smile. A lot.
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