Its been one really rough week. After picking up an unfortunate cold from hell I haven't been able to breathe for the last 7 days. Since breathing was a difficulty I skipped out on going to the gym at all this week, and sadly lots of desserts made appearances this week as well. Massive spring break body fail. Time to get back to a life of Ramsey and healthy choice meals. At least for the next three days. I will make myself do a lot of walking in New Orleans to make up for the mass amounts of king cake and beignets I plan on devouring. My goal of bathing suit ready gets a definite needs improvement.
School was another fail this week. Test anxiety kicked in and I managed to have a serious melt down in the middle of my test and didn't even get halfway finished before time was called. Not good. Luckily we are allowed to drop a test grade so that will definitely not be making an appearance in order to contribute to my final grade. Now I just have to do better for the next test. Another needs improvement.
I have at least been much more open with my feelings and emotions this week. Thank god my best friend was able to help me when I was a shit show on Tuesday. It felt amazing to destroy everything. I have also been able to talk to a lot more people about specific things I have been feeling. Its been nice. I am slowly starting to feel less guarded and alone. So this at least is continued improvement.
On to boys, specifically one boy who scares me. After a very serious conversation about our situation I am pretty sure we agreed to keep it casual, but we are trying the whole sober hang out thing. That makes me nervous as hell. Not really sure how I feel, but I will just see where life takes me. I suppose this would a be continued improvement as well.
As for trying something new, lots of things I have never done before happened this weekend. I can't say that I will ever want to call an ambulance or stay up all night to watch a building get blown up again, but I can at least add those to the list of life experiences. Another continued improvement. I have to say I am definitely looking forward to the week to come. It should be much better than the last.
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