Addendum: The Queen of Youshken Rises Again

I correct myself. I won't be alone. There are parts of my heart which were shaped and gifted to me by special people who touched my life. Those parts I had hidden and banished from myself in this last year if not longer. It is after much searching and revelation that I have found them again. I felt much the way I imagine the Grinch did the day his heart grew three sizes too big. I am a much less shallow, empty person. I have found myself, all of myself, again. I can never be completely alone. I will always carry with me those people who have made a difference in me. They changed me for the better and remind me of all the things I love about myself. I am leo the lion. I have power and a voice. I am the Queen of Youshken. There is perfection amongst all of my imperfections. I have inherited the determination, compassion, and child like eagerness I was missing. I have my messed up words and love of animals. I am so lucky that I even have my own country. I am not alone. My heart will not let me unravel. I stand strong with those who love me. I am unbreakable. Everything is gonna be alright.