As the semester is quickly drawing to a close, I find that I am definitely ready to be done with all of my core classes. The next four semesters are to be exciting, and I will finally get to be writing and working toward something meaningful. No more pointless fillers. Although the end goal is a best sellers list preferably NY Times, I do need something to do to pay bills so journalism it is. I think writing could be fun. I am dreaming of interning in Chicago. It would be like living in a Meg Ryan movie. I love it. Now just to drudge through the next 4 weeks.
I am starting to get to fat for my clothes, but I just don't feel like going to the gym anymore. I wanted to go shopping for a whole new summer wardrobe anyways. Better fat and happy than thin and hungry. Cookies are winning.
"I have no doubt that you will be successful, but you will definitely be alone." I wish someone had never said that to me; it feels too true much of the time. Time to work on being less awkward in social situations. I have been longing for more human connection lately. Not just the shallow everyday connection, but that true understanding of another person. I want more of that in my life. My communications needs work. Roommate bonding has at least been at an all time high lately. It was good to revisit old memories and make some wonderful new ones. I am definitely on the right path with some of my amazing friends.
Timing, magic, and connection are everything in relationships. Sadly the stars have to align to make things work, and when it doesn't your left with an almost empty fun. Maybe good friends can come of this type of fun, but it could also just be a good time to be remembered fondly. Then again sometimes the stars can surprise you align at the most random of times. Confusing situations are best when naturally worked out on their own.
I am doing my best to get more involved in things outside of deeg. I was so involved in high school, and it was a wonderful experience. I had more pride and commitment to my school. I made friends with a wider group of people, and I built up confidence in myself. Time to do more of the same at UGA. With the realization of the limited time I have left to enjoy my college experience I want to get out and do more than just a sorority. I want to take more active roles in my organizations pertaining to UGA. Time to broaden my horizons.
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